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Three Thoughts

At first, I was thinking of writing about “Living with Mendacity”. You eat mendacity, you wear mendacity, you breath mendacity, you sleep mendacity and you live mendacity, while life’s ultimate purpose is to do away with mendacity.

This “mendacity” thing camse even as a question deserving 10 marks at exam.N I did it, coz I knew how Mendacity existed in life.

At First I refused going  through “Cat on a hot tin roof” . I was appalled by its absurdist touch.but as I went through willy nilly , I found it superb. I like it to the extent that is not plausible.And from there, came this “mendacity ” stuff.Mendacity came as big as the sky, encompassing everything. I hated Mendacity as I realized its unescapable, prodigious presence.

And then I thought of writing about “gendered life” . Tyo pani “Half way Gendered”. It also came up with some 10 marks question.You cant help being affected when you devor down a 100-page article.I was hugely identified with life, with schooling , with tending.

anyways, Thirdly , I thought about leaving, with a promise of coming up with sth better next time . I m blogging nonsense here because I am not seeing any sense in anything. But still, I am scavenging. Lets see, what comes up next.

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  1. so its finally here. I was waiting for it ..the 100 page article sparked my interest, can I know the title? ..

    n nice use of the word ‘mendacity’! I especially like the way you give a Nepali touch to your sentences like ‘ Tesaile’ in this entry when your command over English calls for an applause too. Hope u keep updating regularly ..the theme is soothing..the font cud’ve been darker but its fine for now ..

  2. Hey Thanks.N Thanks to our “Mutual Appreciation Society”.The article ws in my txt book ,with title sth like Gender, equality n sth I forgot.Now, it does not matter much to me because I am ( at least right now) perfectly at ease with the Mendacity of gendered life.
    N thanks for your opinion on theme n color. N please do not mention these adulating stuffs, it actually disctrubs my mendacity ; i.e it makes me realize my incompleteness,unaccomplishness and shows me the long long dreary vista I got to venture out .

  3. oh the use of adulating is sad here! I had to look up the word in Word Web and the revelation was Adulate=Flatter in an obsequious manner. N obsequious=Attempting to win favour from influential people by flattery!! m :( literal meaning ta nikai kharab po nikliyo…je hos keep writing..i don’t put my thoughts to win favors.. :(

  4. … & now i remember how gendered your statements were when we talked last time.. (later realized it was the outcome of gendered thoughts)

    nice going though…

  5. OHH D..That was too sad.U know, I am notoriously affected from verbosity, Alpabidhya bhayankaram bhanchhan ni tehi ho,I was using the word in too general and positive sense..but what a boomerang..Hey, forgive my Alpagyan(and not me because I dint mean the offence but my alpagyan..)
    anyways…I know you dont need to win favors..coz u r instictively ever-favorable.